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Rabu, 1 April 2009

dark...

I just wanna be alone tonight,I just wanna take a little breather,Cause lately all we do is fight
And every time it cuts me deeper,Cause something’s changed
You’ve been acting so strange,And its taking its toll on me
Its safe to say that I’m ready to let you leave.....Without you, I live it up a little more everyday,Without you, I’m seein myself so differently
I didn’t wanna believe it then...But it all worked out in the end...Well I never thought id say
I’m fine,Without you........

really down dis week..

I'm down (I'm really down) dis week...you know that I'm down...you care about me...thanx a lot.. i appreciate what u had done of me...but i dont want u apprehensive on me...then i tell u that i'll be ok soon...but i'm really down..and i need u... i need u right now to get my day chear...hmmm..i still stand until dis second,because i think about my mother,my sibling also u...I'm really down..

..i lost my attention in class...i always feel lazy and sleepy... smile on my face like a laugh in a cry...every night i cried...only Allah s.w.t can know how i feel... i tried to run from dis case...but, i cant... i can see and hear about that....now, i'm so tired...i didnt aspect all dis can happend...what should i do...should i run from dis case or settle dis case...my final exam just leave for 3weeks more...so bored and feel like crazy to think all this...is just about missunderstanding situasion and also the ego...i worry if all dis can disturb my study...to that person, i try to follow ur advice...

''ya Allah ya tuhanku..kuatkanlah semangatku...tabahkan lah hatiku..kuatkan lah imanku terhadap mu...
berikanlah aku hidayahmu, agar aku bisa memulihkan keadaan seperti sediakala... ya Allah, sesungguhnya engkau maha pengasih lagi maha penyayang, bantulah hambamu ini...kau berilah aku kekuatan dlm menempuh dugaan ini..."amiin..~

mushi2..~

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...I can take the rain on the roof of this empty house,that don’t bother me
I can take a few tears now and then and just let them out I’m not afraid to cry every once in a while,Even though going on with you gone still upsets me,There are days every now and again I pretend I’m ok.....But that’s not what gets me....What hurts the most,Was being so close,And having so much to say,And watching you walk away,And never knowing,What could have been
And not seeing that loving you,Is what I was tryin’ to do,It’s hard to deal with the pain of losing you everywhere I go,But I’m doin’ It....
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I wanna know why,Everybody's good intentions and Try to make a fool outta of sumting....
I ain't been doing much sleeping,Just daydreaming..Cause he's all up in my head..And I can't take it..I ain't never, ever felt like this..I gotta know, I gotta know...Is this how love really is???..
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AND NOW I'M GONNA TELL THE TRUTH,WHEN IT COMES TO YOU MY LADY...YES IT'S A MIRACLE IN YOU..
I FOUND A CONSCIOUS, BABY...I HAD A PLAN ON LEAVING YOU, CAME AND GAVE A REASON AND NOW I KNOW THE REASON WHYYYYYIIII! BUT I KNOW HOW YOU FEEL..IT'S HARD TO SEE WHATS REAL...IT TAKES TIME LIVIN' IN A WORLD...WHEN YOU DON'T KNOW WHO TO TRUST......
NEXT TIME,SLOW IT DOWN AND DON'T FEEL YOU HAVE TO RUSH...IT'LL BE FINEEEEEEEEE...
TAKES TIME....TAKES TIME TO LOVE.....
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Lips of an AnGLe

Honey why are you calling me so late? It's kinda hard to talk right now
Honey why are you crying, is everything okay?I gotta whisper 'cause I can't be too loud
Well, my girl's in the next room..Sumtimes I wish she was you..I guess we never really moved on
It's really good to hear your voice saying my name,It sounds so sweet
Coming from the lips of an angel,Hearing those words it makes me weak...
And I never wanna say goodbye,But girl you make it hard to be faithful
.....With the lips of an angel.....
It's funny that you're calling me tonight,And yes I've dreamt of you too....
And does he know you're talking to me?Will it start a fight?no I don't think she has a clue..
And I never wanna say goodbye,But girl you make it hard to be faithful
....With the lips of an angel....

Honey why are you calling me so late?

someday~

What if we all could just agree to live together in the world, in perfect harmony?

What if we all could find a way to live a better life today?

Someday we'll all get started
Someday we'll have what we wanted
Someday we'll want what's better
Someday we'll all be together
Someday we'll all reach higher
Someday we won't be so tired
Someday we won't say never
Someday we'll all be together
Someday we'll all reach higher
Someday we won't be so tired
Someday we won't say never
Someday we'll all live forever

Ahad, 29 Mac 2009

3.42 a.m...

xtaw la na post ape...tp ase na taip jep mlm nie...na chat dgn kengkawan pon aku xdep mood...erm...kenape aku begini......kehidupan nie penuh dgn onak duri....tatkaler seme manusia sedang diulik mimpi yg indah,aku di cni masih lg tidak dpt melelapkn mateku...hendak jep aku lupekan semue hal2 yg sudah dan sedg berlaku ini...tp apekan daya ku, aku hny seorang insan yg biasa...erm..di saat perlukan teman, temanku benar2 menemani ku...tp hny aku tidak dpt berdepan dgn temanku... mgkn aku segan dgn masalah yg ku hadapi...lebih baek dipendam drpd berceriter dgn teman...tp ade jalan penyelasaian yg lebih berkesan..iaitu berdoalah kepada yg maha sa..mengadulah dgn-nya, insyaALLAH hati kita akan kembali tenang..kekusutan ini mgkin ujian buat diri ku sbg seorang hamba yg lemah...mgkin juga Allah ingin menguji kesabaran diriku,dan sejauh mn keteguhan imanku...Ya Allah,kuatkanlah imanku terhadapmu...kau abahkanlah hatiku..kau teguh kan lah ketaqwaan ku kpdamu...kau berilah hidayah, petunjuk mu kepada kami...jgn lah kau pesongkan hati kami...Ya Allah, ya tuhanku, sesggh nya kau maha pengasih lg maha penyayang...maha esa dan maha mengetahui segala-galanya...sesungguhnya tiada siapa yg bisa memahami mslh yg kuhadapi ini...kau sahajalah yg mengetahui segala isi hatiku ini..hny kau sahajalah tmpt utk ku mengadu domba...Ya Allah,ya tuhanku...kau hapuskanlah kesedihan di dlm diri bondaku...kau hiasilah dirinya dengn ketenangan dan perkara2 yg menggembirakan hatinya...kau lindungilah adik2 ku dr perkara2 yg lagha..kau pinpin lah mereka kejalanMu Ya Allah..

Ya Allah,
Kau berilah aku kekuatan fizikal dan mental, agar aku bisa meneruskan
perjuangan hidup ku..dan agar aku bisa meneruskan ibadah ku..
(insyaALLAH,Amiin)
hny yg ku pinta,
keluarga yg bahagia dan beriman kepadaMu...
~bahagia di dunia & diakhirat juga~
insyaALLAH...

~ketenangan~

Sepi benar senja ini

 Bayunya semilir, menganak ombak kecil
 Jalur ufuk pula mengemas terang,Kapal dan layar terkapar
 Mengapa nantikan senja,Barukan terdetik, pulang ke pengkalan
 Gusar malam menghampiri,Ku tewas di lautan
 Tuhan layarkanku ke arah cintaMu,Tuntuniku menggapai redhaMu
 Rimbunan kasihMu ku berteduh,KepadaMu ya Tuhan
 Berikan secebis keinsafan,Bekalan sepanjang perjalanan
 Mencari ketenangan
 Biar Kau menjadi saksi,Tulus tangisku kala dini hari
 Kesempatan yang hanya sebentar,Moga keikhlasanku terlakar
 Berikanlah ku hidayah,Agar dikuatkan iman yang lemah
 Moga diberkati hidup ini,Menuju bahagia yang kekal abadi
 PadaMu Tuhan,Kan kuserahkan cinta kepadaMu

kerana cinta

cinta itu cahaya sanubari,kurniaan Tuhan fitrah insani
dan di mana terciptalah cinta,di situ rindu bermula
cinta itu tak pernah meminta,tetapi memberi sepenuh rela
rasa bahagia biarpun sengsara,berkorban segala-gala

semua kerana cinta ,yang pahit manis di rasa
menghibur nestapa,merawat duka
damai di jiwa,terpadamlah api benci permusuhan
terjalinlah kasih sayang begitulah cinta
yang diidamkan tanpa nafsu yang mencemarkan

dan jangan kita pula,kerana bercinta kita pun leka
dan jangan pula kerana bercinta,tergadai semua maruah agama
cinta yang sejati,hanya cintakan illahi,cinta ayah bonda
tulus suci selamanya,cintakan saudara

hanya sementara,serta sesama insan,suburkan dengan ketakwaan..